to make everyone happy.

a couple years back when i was still in french,

i was really terrible at memorizing french verbs;

however,

i really loved how for the translations

it would always start with "to";

to learn

to run

to walk

to.... well, you get it.

so what i mean to say is,

i didn't get jack shit out of taking french

for two years,

except an estranged love

for putting "to"

in front of elongated verbs.

anyway,

lately i get the feeling that i'm making a lot

of people in my life unhappy.

not so much friends,

but my family.

my mom is always criticizing me about something,

i have a disability to call my father on a regular basis,

suzy seems to always be upset with my choices 

[once again "family" choice, not other stuff.],

and actually...

mike seems to be the only one being really...

nice(?) about things.

it's really difficult for me to find time for all my:

family, friends, brian, and job.

it's my senior year and

considering i might be moving...

[pending data...]

2349.24 miles away!

holy shit...

anyway,

my point is that it's far.