to be particularly excited about something.

i had a dream last night that it was today.
i was supposed to hang out with brian, but all of a sudden
my body was acting really weird.
my mom took me to the hospital
and i had to get surgery,
(i don't remember on what though).
all i remember is that i was wearing a hospital gown
& an iv
& one of those things they hook up to you
so that when you go the bathroom
it goes into a bag.
i couldn't control my bladder apparently
and i i didn;t get any service in the hospital
and i was so afraid that brian was upset with me
because i was suppose to hang out with him
and the doctor hadn't taken me in for surgery yet.
i was getting really anxious and then i just laid down
staring out the hospital window thinking about how mad
brian must be because i couldn't get ahold of him.

there was more, but that's the only part i remember.

i hope today is a good day.
i hope it goes by fast,
because i am particularly excited about today.