November 17, 2008

to go to bed early.

only ten thirty,
i think i'll hit the hay.

i had this super brilliant idea
for brian & i's 6th month,
but of course
it got shot down.

like a bambi during hunting season.
...it actually is hunting season...
weird.

i bought pokemon pearl today.
as if i needed more distractions
from school.

mr. carriere saved me from explosion
today.

i was about to freak out on someone, anyone.
but he came over and sat next to me,
started talking about his brother &
adversity.
seeking the bad for the good.
because without the bad there is no good.

he said i had to find the root.
if i found the root,
i could solve my problem.

so i'm digging...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what is your problem?

Jessica said...

i don't have a problem, i just feel a little lost. i don't want to be in school anymore and it's frustrating having to go every day and feeling like i'm accomplishing nothing because i already have been accepted to the one place i want to go and i just want to get away. of course i want to take you with me. i think about you all day and about how wonderful life will be next year.